| Look I made my page all pretty!. I found these Russian Teddy Bears called Tatty Teddy. At least I think they're russian. Its some european kids show or book *i'm not very good at reading russian so i can't tell you for sure* but they're really cute. So i redid my page with a Tatty Teddy. Its blue and even though I don't particularly like blue it's cute so I'll live. Plus i don't post on here hardly anymore so it doesn't even matter ^_^.
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| Yesterday was awesome!! Aaron McGruder came to my school and did a speaking. THAT GUYS ROCKS!!!
For those of you out of the loop Aaron McGruder is the guy who created "The Boondocks".
He's so funny and chill and he had alot of real stuff to say. He autographed my sketch book and drew a picture of Huey in it and I got to take a picture with him. *the poor tyke is shorter than me lol* I love him though lol.
Once I harvest the picture of of Glynnis's camera I'll post it up everywhere so you won't miss out and I'll put one up of the autopgraph that he signed for me. ^_^
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| I'm not writing this for myself although it
won't have any purpose.
It seems that Sonny is the one dominating my email box with xanga posts so I
figured I should write one too only problem is I don't even think he has a
subscription to my page. *GAY* oh well
Not like I'm going to stop now.
It appears to me that life itself is going to hell in a hand basket for
everyone. Now that I'm back at school and in class I feel anxious all the time.
Classes are going well I guess but I only just started so I can't say I'm doing
perfect.
Lately I've been really pissed off at myself because I give up too easily and
even when I try to work harder I still don't get the results I want. Haha,
sounds completely pathetic I know but eh right now that's just how it is for
me.
I have to push myself to the limit this semester physically and mentally. I set
two goals and if I don't meet them I might as well just give up on this whole
farce we call life. Because if I fail this it’s pointless. What is it you ask?
Well I don't think you really care so I'll spare you the frustration.
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| There is an up and down to everything isn't there. The up side of winter break is I'm home, the down side is I'm stuck at my mom's house and haven't seen any of my friends ALL BREAK! This totally reaks bucketsof pig slime! not at all what I wanted I wasted and entire week of break doing abso-damn-loutely NOTHING! Can't someone swing by and save me? PLEASE I'm dying over here and everyone else's break is almost up. I think I'm gonna cry. maybe...just a little 
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| I can't say I like it out here but I can say that I've settled. I've gotten used to the day to day of class and loneliness. And I just hope that the rest of my life will not be so dull. I can only plan to live somewhere interesting when I finish school somewhere that is nice to walk around and has nice little shops that I can visit. Somewhere like Old Town. But its expensive to live in old town. As much as I do love it there its only a dream. I can strive though but this is something I need to come true after I graduate I'm sick of being bored and lonely. Although the solitude is quite refreshing I must say. Due to all that has happened in my past dealing with people is something I'm afraid I may not be very good at. *sigh* Pity.
The real shame is that now I'm coming home in a few days and all the adjusting I've done will have to be redone when i come back. However that is just a sacrifice I am willing to make. Who really likes being away from home anyways?
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